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Listen (4 KryStaL)
I want you to listen,
To what I have to say.
Sometimes I wish,
I could die some days.
But then I think,
About who I'd hurt.
Then I stopped to think,
Cause I'd be in the dirt.
Then I thought about,
Who didn't care.
That hurt me more,
How could they dare?
So I keep on living,
For the day.
Those people who don't know me,
Can hear me say:
"Don't think about death,
It will come soon enough.
Just meet many people,
And try to be tough.
And those people who you meet,
Down through the years.
They will help you,
To wipe away the tears."
Survive:
I sit here in class
Mr. Pibb & Ritz
Settling in my tummy
& Then reality hits
My very best friend
Contemplating death
I'm just glad she's here
Not Overdosing on meth
I hope she stays alive
Not ending her life that way
She's better than that
She needs to wait for her day
Don't put a period
Where God has put a comma
It could just as well
Cause me such trauma
The world is fucked up
We must survive
I need you here
I need you alive
Fearless:
Suicidal madness
Depressionistic rage
These feelings keep me
Locked up in a cage
I am nonexistant
In my love's life
He doesn't know me
Or my precious little knife
He doesn't know I cry
& doesn't know my pain
All my feelings melt
& go straight down the drain
The blood is flowing coolly
Fast over my skin
I look & know I'm alive
& let out a little grin
Surprises keep me on my toes
& judgements knock me down
Then I go back to the room
Where I always frown
I get out the blade
& I watch it bleed
I try to think
This is all I need
It keeps me sane
For but only a day
But it's what I need
What else can I say?
I don't know the reasons
I don't like the pain
But it's all I have
To keep me uninsane
Otherwise I couldn't
Make it to tonight
Without flipping out
& making a tragic sight
I probably couldn't
Handle the tears
So I sit here & cut
Overcoming my fears.
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New Beginings:
I get so mad
I'm so lost in the crowd
Nobody notices
Until the quiet get loud
Maybe I'm an outcast
Maybe I'm a freak
No one would even notice
If I dissapeared for a week
Sometimes I wonder
Why even try
Why I let them get to me
As I lay at night and cry
I mean what's the use
No one knows me
No one wants to
But why I can't see
It's not that I'm a loner
I do have friends
But what if I'm supposed to
Go with the trends
I want to NOT talk
For an entire week
Only write stuff
And never speak
But there's so much
That needs to be said
Before I lay down at night
And try to go to bed
I want to move away
Start new and clean
No one would know my past
I've never been seen
New friends again
New promises to keep
No need to sit in my room
Sit at home and weep
Teen Suicide:
I am just another statistic
Or that is what you'll say
Just another teen who
Can't make it through today
Well maybe if someone
Would have heard my plea
Then I might still be here
But still wouldn't see
I wouldn't see the great things
That life can tend to hold
No, because I am weak
Even when I try to be bold
I wasn't strong like you
& I knew I'd never be
Because I'm no longer here
& you can no longer see me
I'm just a number
On the suicide rate
& most people won't even
Remember this date
Maybe for a while
But it's all too soon to tell
Suicide is a sin
& I'm goin' straight to hell
But what if we're wrong
& there's no such thing
Then no more pain
My choice did bring
Just another statistic?
Only if you let me be
But finally I feel
As if my heart is free
No more suffering
No more pain
I have nothing to show
& surely nothing to gain
For I am no longer here
I am no longer real
This hurt & pain caused by you
My sadness I no longer feel
As Planned:
Things never go
Exactly like planned
Sometimes I get sunburned
When I wanna be tanned
Sometimes guys leave
Maybe some stay
Sometimes my heart breaks
It just happens that way
Sometimes people move
Not always their fault
I'm gonna miss him
Life's at a halt
I wonder what he's doing
Is he missing me too
My daddy doesn't think so
Who knows if it's true.
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